it often feels like winter
in this life
comfort like a splinter
or a knife
but i went out anyway
and it stabbed me
and i wanted to die
but i didnt actually die
funny enough
even though the thought
of seeing them and being near.
filled me with frustrated fear
and then i realized
i didnt even have to share
a glance a dancing lance of eyes
with them what should i care?
and then i realized
funny enough
not even close.
this is how warm people
even the warmest of people
grow cold
so i smiled
come what may?
i looked at them
they looked away
and that was sad
but heres the thing
at least we had
a glimpse of spring
-x2A